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JASON JOEL

This loss cuts beyond the depths of where one is destined to be or destined to go and holds hands with the place my tears will forever flow,
Over the years, no matter the essence of the pain, remained was the glittering of your heart beating the purity of gold,
You understood the beauty of a smile and didn’t hesitate to hold and cherish the innocence of any of the lost souls,
I fully understood your hurt and all the tears you tried to hide that aimlessly and continuously ran down your face,
I too shared an intimate bond with the very same venomous rainbows begged to stay away but never stopped the chase,
I have prayed for you and prayed to Foffy to watch your back and help you find your way,
Until that day I get to see you again, right next to Jeffrey is where you will remain, that is in my heart because that’s the safest place,
Now that you’re with the angels singing above I will move mountains if I have to just to tell your story so you can live another day,
Within the infinite skies another piece of my heart has engraved his place upon the wings of the night stars precious landscape,
Is it okay to cry when you’re dying inside and no longer want the madness or to feel the pain,
Your infectious smile will never be forgotten like a persons favorite picture enchanting the frame,
From my fondest memories I beg for the strength to see the sun shine again and no longer feel any of the rain,
Your imperfections made you perfect in every single way and I wi;; eternally miss you far more than any words I could ever say,
I now know if I stumble I have 2 angels by my side that will whisper to me and say, “JohnnyBoy, everything is gonna be okay!”
Rest In Paradise Jason 
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