it's hard to express.
Never have i been in such a mess.
I confess, its a battle for my sanity.
Everything revolves around what is not about me.
That usually means its about me.
sneaky snarls.
under the breathe mumbles.
it a jacked up jig saw puzzle.
razzle dazzle I am in a state of complete frazzle.
the outburst of put downs.
leaves me with a frown.
never did I see this one coming around.
again, I messed up,
I'm weaker then the ex .
I'm not anything but jealous.
Thats what was said.
embedded forever in my head.
only time will tell.
actions are what need to seen.
otherwise,
next timei will leave .
©number14
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