I have nothing left in this heart. No words, no emotions, no complaints, no worries and no fear. Just a hollowness that crawls through to my bones. And it's weird to think that I don't feel anything, when at one point in my life - I felt more than I should have. I look inside myself and find all the answers to questions that I've spent so long carrying in my palms, hoping that someone would listen. And now that I have it all, the answers, the lack of pain and the company of myself, I don't know if I feel okay or just numb. I don't know if, after it all, I should feel this hollow. Because I'm no longer broken, or hurt, or unsure about who I want, because I don't want anyone but myself anymore.
And it's this journey from loneliness to comfort that I need to make, to heal. It's this journey from nothingness to a heart filled with happiness that I need to complete. That's when I will have moved on forever. That's when I will have myself for sure.
-Shooting Star✨
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