Every day you see me at the sidewalk
Just look but to me you would never talk
Your eyes look at me so angry
Wondering why can't I get up and make a better me
But the thing is how did I even get so
You only think you know
I guess you might say I am to damn lazy
But all you doing is just judging me
Because each day all you do is pass by
Not once giving me a penny or saying hi
You just watch me filled with disgust
But you don't know once with me you did ride on the bus
You might deny that down to the last
But its true together we both shared a past
I went to the same school with you
If I tell you my name then you would have a clue
Although at me no one did pay much attention
That is what helped build my foundation
Everyone just teased and provoked me
And they made sure it was to there best ability
I just made everyone lives filled with laughter
And how I felt no one did bother
I am sure now you might be remembering me
Remember by the trashcan for me you always did see
I am the kid who mother was a smoker
Abused and beaten by her father
With no food and money to live
And at me for love no one did give
My life was a real big joke
And still at me everyone would provoke
I was always smelling and very dirty
Because on me my parents spend no money
They used me to satisfy all what they want
And remembered me only when it all ran out
Because I had to find a way to get some more
Either work on the streets or in a store
But not for long because I still had to do the cooking and cleaning
Yes that was my life but for me you still want to be judging
I also stayed hungry
And now they are dead is on the streets I hv to be
For none of my family members I know
So by no one I could go
Sitting here alone is my only choice
Listening to all the people passing voice
Even all what they might have forgotten to say
Their eyes and movements tell me anyway
I have no one to help me
So don't judge me by only what you see
For me no one would care
To give me a helping hand or just to be there
Its how this world are being made up
And I do hope one day it would stop
People should try helping and asking questions more
Before on others they make there final score
By M. M. Kimberly
23/05/2018
F