I remember when that green floral dress slipped off like a green peel,
Your nectar sweet the texture of our skin friction to the splash of yours moisture feel,
I remember when you would talk to me on video before sleep,
I remember how you fib about being the best at everything,
It was cute but I was so indulge I miss everything,
And you missed everything,
I searched long and wide to find a home for our family and got more than I could carry you said you would help rule and support our castle,
I remember meeting your kin and you rushed to cover ones mouth as they said you always lie,
I was in love with my dream, so I never thought of why she'd say something to your guy,
I missed your connections to ills that you gained using beauty, like no permit before we met though you drove freely in a man supplied car truly blind in love Julie,
Your sweetness, my subduction, your beauty and it's use in cruelty,
I home alone with your blossoming bloom,
Caring for it with no sleep, after hours of duty as you are with planter in bloom,
I started to focus on my Kingdom a garden, a space to turn into regal rooms,
The yours and ours,
But then your nectar turns bitter,
You allow my or his bloom to whitter,
Call me as you prepare to prune it,
To break my heart twice,
Home cost,food cost, fuel cost, are always there so much I can't afford your crown, or to take you to a special place, still blind the old me was such a fool,
while to me being your clown was cool,
While you jest as joker, everybody knows,
I start staying away from home, even stayed at hotel, doing nothing but resting tired body and heart with sleep, just to turn mental tables and as you now think cheat,
Your nectar turns back sweet,
But I should have knew that it was only because you hate to lose,
And in the end time, money, family, and you I willingly lose,
As you wildly fight and accuse,
She must love me to fight so, I think as a dummy,
Because he secure you in his bed and take him bloom to get money,
Lie and say you get nothing I neglect to water my plants to water yours
The guilt causes tears to pour,
From the trees I just had to run away,
Because I'd just stay and feel more used everyday,
But I loved you , so parting is bitter sweet,
But I miss bitter and sweet,
So tortured like how you tortured me,
When all I ever dreamt was to be only your king,
You should have known that talking to someone far away was to only cause jealousy,
Because you can't take someone being the a better gamer,
But you're just to green to be so consumed,
When now we both know it would not be anger if we are alone in a room,
Crazy at best, but we love and maybe still do,
So at best I leave myself to know inside I will always love you,
But for now I stay clear of passion fruits,
©dexxtoby
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