I thought I was dreaming, I was praying it wasn’t real
But pain really hurts and it's really how I feel
Memories keep coming back, right along with the tears
I hear his voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears
I don't know what is happening, because he always held my hand
He said he'd never let go, that's why I don't understand
He made so many promises, and broke more of them
Lost and confused, feels like I'm choking
A lot of things I did not say
And now I can't find my way
I feel like a boomerang, he throws me but not only that
Every time he throws me, I always seem to come back
Back to him, back to the pain
Nothing has changed, he'll stay the same
I can't start over because I don't know where to start
I guess that is what happens when someone breaks your heart
If we are supposed to follow our dreams, why can't I follow mine
Because now I'm lost, I wish he was lost without me too
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