You lay between far and in-between.
On the the edge of my dreams. And what I perscieve as reality.
Am I awake or are you still just a dream.
I slip away into my contiousness
And there I see your face it smiles back at me.
But even there I cannot fully see you just an image on a fuzzy screen
My mind puts me in check.
Life must go on even without you.
I still must find joy in the world around me despite the pain and sorrow of not having you as my own.
Why must I always carry such a heavy burden. Sinking like stones in the riverbed.
I will sing to the heavens.
Dance in the streets of the world
But still I will forever hold in my memory.
Wake up Josh, it was just a dream.
Just a dream I tell myself.
Yet I still feel alone. But my love is still so strong.
Just let me see those wonderous eyes one more time.
That big grin to shake my very core.
That reminiscent childhood laughter from your soft voice.
Lord let me stay focused on the angel you have set before me. Do not let go astray from what you hold true.
Don't let my eyes linger to long from her soul.
Keep me steadfast. Without fear,but her love and, love alone.
©jjelen28
J