this isn't a poem more a short story I've had writers block and been down in the dumps pretty bad lately have not been on in awhile I was in a really bad accident and lost a piece of myself.
im trying to understand why things happen and I ran across a scripture ; mark 9:13 if your hand shall cause you to sin it is better to cut it off and walk through life maimed then to walk through life with both hands straight to the depths of hell...
now I may have been shallow I may have been vain but I've been kind and humble and I offer up this piece of humility of myself maybe to help me over come different lessons im meant to learn on this journey but. I have few friends little family and a long list of no ones to talk to. therapists have never. been my thing but writing has they say im lucky to be alive at all but I prided myself on my smile and that I've been pretty through out my life but I've distanced myself from my husband and tell him he cant think im still beautiful but the thing is I know that's a lie im telling myself I am beautiful daughter mother wife friend all around a beautiful individual and sometimes bad things just happen but im starting to find a even more beautiful piece of myself that I didn't know existed through the ugly and bad and I plan to write something soon wish me luck all remember were all beautiful❤💜❤✌
©maegan
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