Sometimes I just pretend, like everything is okay. When you see me, I will always have a smile on my face. Pretend to be happy and ask you about your day. Don't worry about me, I'm doing just okay. Why am I looking around? That's just my anxiety, it's with me everyday. Or when I am with Nobody. It doesn't matter what I do I can't keep my sobriety. The only way I am able to be in society. Sick minded thoughts, I didn't ask for this. I want to escape to another reality. Smoke a blunt or two, fly away to a far far Galaxy. Close my eyes, peace and quiet,,, finally. Alone is where I want to be. That's just my personality. Quiet and respectful, nowadays that's not what you see. Thank the Lord for making me. Without your Word, I'd probably couldn't see. couldn't breath, couldn't Sleep, couldn't eat, sh*t probably couldn't speak.
The Word is something magically, it brought me up when I felt ohh so weak. So if your ever feeling stressed,, READ, believe me it's not out of reach. All you have to do is let Him in. Scream out,, JESUS !!! He's there in your heart just within. Listen closely, I'm not exaggerating. It's a love story that brings peace and happiness. Gives me goosebumps just thinking this. So remember God LOVES YOU, for every little thing.
©justamind
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