I need you
just as much as I seek death
loving you only gets stronger
with taking out every breath
this hole you dug into my heart
gets bigger and it's on the way to break it to half
yet, I'll keep loving you
with every little piece i might have
even if there's no room in my heart for me
it feels like I'm climbing a mountain
it gets harder,it gets higher
it gets more dangerous but I still desire
regardless that happiness doesn't seem like it's waiting on the top for me
I guess I'm going down, falling again
but faster , I hit the ground
your words that used to fill my heart with what I thought was everlasting love
are lining up in the air
circling around me
it's getting tighter, I can see it so clear
like a snake wrapping my whole body
draining what is left inside
help! I can't let out the breath I inhaled
it's fraught with your scent
I wanna keep it till the end
I forgot how to be alive
I'll just pretend it's alright.
©emmafare
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