Shallow waters swallowed by shallow graves,
Belligerent laughter on my belligerent dinner plate,
Dirt in the face with dirt up to the waist,
Many lifetimes with empty dreams being chased,
Vowed to have my many missing memories just erased,
Married to misery and awestruck by such a strange place,
Wearing a mask of death in an isolated daze,
Dilapidated delusions resurrected the once buried hate,
Provoked one's innocence like pepper spray to the face,
The ticking time bomb is at 6 on its 10 to 0 countdown,
When it goes off, who do you think will stick around,
Stuck up like arms up in the premeditated strong armed,
Summer winds gusting by so peacefully and so damn calm,
This absolute imperfection perfectly belong,
The mere thought conceived of a dark love song,
Jury of my peers dressed like emotionless class clowns,
Sand in the mouth like a sandstorm with black sand clouds,
Handful of betrayals bittersweet toxic teasing taste,
Misery continually taints but eternity is her time and place,
Journey to my 3 feet of self inflicted desolate space,
Tomorrow is just another date ended with a smack to the face,
All packed up and ready to fly with the UFOs to outer space,
Voices running free inside a mind filled with venomous smoke,
Ready to just explode never acquired the ability to choke,
Invited the absence of the mind that was just torn and broke,
A ghost ship sailing the world with only 369 ghosts,
Dark shadows strive and thrive in 33kt. shiny gold,
Lost a few handfuls of time wandering in the THC smoke,
Stolen soul was bought and sold no places to freely roam,
Royal flush with no place to be concealed and/or consoled,
Who am I if they really broke the genetically modified mold,
Ice warming my veins that are only ice cold,
Enchanted by an endless black spinning black hole,
Shot every bit of the pain away,
Minus today, tomorrow and every yesterday,
Poison is all that really remains,
Poison seems to just continue to endlessly pulsate,
The silent whispers constantly upon me pray,
Father Time been bound and gagged since 3 weeks ago yesterday,
If we share thoughts then who am I to run away,
Where O’ where is that peculiar saving grace,
Unbreakable bond is no longer close to safe,
Do you feel the misery dripping down this page,
Point blank range I ain't got no blanks,
Like I promised here goes your special thanks,
The windows to my soul vowed to never ever blink,
If you had your own thoughts how would you think,
Time to pick up and go like teepee smoke,
Ready to let loose the 6 other me’s to just completely explode,
When they dropped a dime on me they were just singing a note,
Did a rail of coke ready to steal a paddle boat,
Gotta go super fast to go super slow,
Demons will forever chase there goes my checkmate,
Delicious desires delicious tastes,
Twisting and turning lost in the minds chaotic maze,
King of the castle master of my domain,
Pen and paper wrote down that life is like a blind date,
Tomorrow became a lifetime of toxic waste,
Came in 3rd in a 2 man race,
If this is it then what truly remains,
All this shit for a bittersweet taste.
THESE ARE ALL JUST WORDS...
©jgrayzer
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