If ya really wanna know I'm far from happy I can't stop having dreams n thought of just killing myself or being killed I'm in a constant state of pain both physically and mentally only reason I am still her is cause of my baby girl she deserves to have a father so I wake up every day n I put this fake smile on as walk though life not giving a fuck about anything but my baby n before you ask no I don't want to talk about it I'm tried of talking I'm tried of everything.
©mr.turner
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