I'm floating.
levitating off the thoughts of you.
sultry intimately I want you
like air I need you.
yet theses dreams won't let me be and I don't want them to.
ambitions, I will lower.
control, I have none.
waking up often is something I wish I didn't have.
cause in my wet dreams it's you I always have.
they always end with you leaving me in the dark shining in the moonlight before dawn alone.
you use me.
you drain me dry.
yet I love being used.
being loved.
and somehow in every intimate sensually erotically way desired.
yet I live just to love you.
I live just to feel your skin on mine.
I live just to exist for you.
I don't care about dying only if you're the last thing on my mind.
yet I lie here awake trapped in a prison.
fore the only way to have you is to close my eyes.
undying I love being with you.
undying I need you.
yet I'm just existing.
waiting.
wanting.
because in every single way I need you.
©darkdeity
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