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Just How I'm Feeling

Once again this bed is empty beside me.
Always getting home late can't you see?
All I want is to spend time with you.
What do I need to do to get the attention that they do?
I feel like maybe I'm not enough and that hurts it makes our relationship rough.
I try and try, but what is there for me to do,
To get you to open up your eyes and see the pain inside .
I feel like everyone else always comes first like they our vampires ready for thirst as they hit the jackpot first.
I don't wanna argue or cause a fight, but your family should come first right?
Well thats what I thought who knows maybe its all my fault.
Nights I've waited up for you for me to still feel alone.
Even when your home your always on your phone.
I feel like I don't get none of your attention, I just thought maybe that's something I should mention.
I feel like everyone else life's is more important to you,
But I won't tell you what to do cause that's all up to you.
Right now I can't sleep cause I'm worried about you cause today I haven't heard much from you.
I don't know what to do,but to try to talk to you and tell you how your making me feel cause the pain kills..
©crystal.s