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just know the feeling....

see prom proposals all around...
I scream for each one I see nearby ..
curiosity erupts...
I wanna know what it's like
just for once but am I allowed to..
it just seems so...wow...
sometimes I feel I'll get one..
but maybe it's me who wants that..
yes I'll be honest I do most definitely..but
I'm not going to that prom
how will I look
imagine..
you not going but you say yes
you want a proposal but you not gonna be there....
does it seem normal, seems like rejection but not..
am I making sense
I think not...
maybe it will happen
I feel excited already but then again...
big expections=big disappointment
no expections=peaceful life
I don't wanna expect anything..
then it doesn't happen
it shouldn't happen at all ..but I want it🙈
©anastacia_