I see you.
but you don't see me.
your smile crystalized by the sun just to light the whole world.
in that brief moment I'm in agony.
losing myself to the thought I don't want to lose her, not Ever!
suddenly on the brink of death a kiss from you would be most poetic.
I've had dream of how you would taste.
yet I just met you.
and I'm invisible.
your black wavy long hair.
your deep sapphire crystal eyes.
hidden in glasses which made you in my mind more sexy more sophisticated.
your porcelain pale skin fantasies aside I just ached to touch you.
yet suddenly I realize.
loving you was like breathing.
I needed you like air.
I wanted you like oxygen.
and I was forever high.
falling but never coming down.
and I didn't want to.
I just inhale.
exhaled.
catching my breath in the sweetness of your fruity perfume.
suffocating blissfully.
as I couldn't forget about you even if I tried.
knowing it's love.
the agony of I never want to say goodbye.
knowing I felt warmth.
and didn't want to let that go.
just breathing.
one, two, three.
falling in love.
in spite of me.
©darkmocha
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