I die for a taste of you.
your infectious warm poison.
drowning me in love.
effectively infatuated I dream of you.
I'd kill just to caress every inch every curve every fragile supple shape.
porcelain.
soft.
supple.
pale.
you came to me.
cuz deep down I wanted to be more than a freak to you.
I wanted to be love.
I wanted to be the crush your blue eyes couldn't possibly look away from.
yet I tortured myself whipping myself in shame and relenting guilt for just a kiss just one sudden kiss.
yet I know I will never be worthy of you.
but how can a beauty like you be meant for me?!
it's so trivial.
yet I stand in the absence of light just to get a glimpse of you.
the goddess that made my heart feel small and flutter.
yet I melt all the time.
for the presence that cuts me like butter.
your black long hair your blue eyes underneath your glasses and the body that makes this poem sound like child's play.
yet I am forever weak.
dying.
it's hard to breathe.
I can barely breathe.
for just one kiss.
©darkdeity
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