Got this need
To feed this greed
To smoke this weed
And never take heed
You got your thrills
To pop them pills
These forbidden deals
That send them chills
Down your spine
to keep you in line
Day at a time
As lifes a crime
This reality a game
Played frame by frame
Just to ease this pain
I'm my own bane
Just f'k it all
We all gotta fall
Why try to stand tall
When the world makes us crawl
~~~
Twisting turning
every thought burning
emotions churning
whispers yearning
one final plee
set us free
let them see
what you could be
must hide our art
don't show our heart
as we fall apart
f'k it all
time to fall
refuse to crawl
just another day
f'ked in a new way
not worth a damn thing
when your heart don't sing
life falls to a bitter cage
after you burn that last page
broken dreams anew stage
dawns the era of a cold age
~~~
sense the day of my birth
I had to wonder my worth
Why am I hear
Why cant I disappear?
Time is an illusion
always lost in its dillusion
a week turn fast to a year
as days start to disappear
lost in the sands of time
lost in a frame of mind
things that can not be
things i see so clearly
camera focus make it clear
after a click I watch it disappear
fighting devils that don't exist
every memory false I must resist
Always been the same damn game
schizophrenic evil mind frame
One day I will loose it all
But Never Shall I Crawl
Stronger than the world could know
Fighting every thought to never show
yes I'm find how about you
no the whispers aren't true
your not after me that's not a snake
how much longer till I break?
Just want to live like you
but this will never come true
cant afford to live or die
should I even try?
wondered sense my birth
what is my worth
life is my greatest fear
now I'm faced with another year
so cold cant even shed a tear
wishing reality would disappear
©lyriks
L