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Just so afraid.

As in this moment, I'm TERRIFIED
of becoming nothing more
than a shadow.
I'm afraid of going back and I know that if I do I'll never be able to come to the shining light again, because this time I'll be afraid.
I know this because I already am!
I don't want to become
a shadow again.
I don't want to loose you.
Ive been stepping in and out and I'm just so confused!
I'm on the brink of
never coming back again!
Hiding in the corner watching you have the best times with each other...
forgetting about me.
I want to stay with you
but its doesnt help that
I dont know where you are.
©sweetwhisp