Gone are the days
When I could laugh with my heart
Even when inside I was burning
So unfair it's the version you loved.
Present are the days,
So quiet like the grave yard I live
Ironically you call me arrogant
Just my pain you will never feel.
If only I could tell you, just I can't
I know it won't make difference at all
Except to leave me disappointed again
For I know you call helping a burden.
You say your always by my side
Yet can't feel the weight of my troubles
You ask me to say something Atleast
When nothing you do eases my tension.
So ask less about my troubles
When nothing you can change
Except to watch the storms carry me
It's better I died lonely and helpless
But it's a pity to drown as you watch.
Yet cry when am gone as if you cared.
©meisha
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