The first feel of your existence in me
Left me shivering in a limbo
On which direction to follow
I wondered how I was going to take care of you
When I couldn't even gather myself together
Oceans of thoughts waved my mind
Leaving me in a realm of my next step
I couldn't face the girl in the mirror
Cos all I saw was a face full of disappointments
And with a thought of your arrival
Left my breathe dry,
And the red liquids in me melting down my whole flesh
How was those around me going to receive the news
Are they going to welcome you
Or run away from us
Then I bumped the end of the road
Where my choice was the one that mattered
And with every gain and pain
I choose you over the world
Whatever storm that was to come our way
I knew I was the one to calm it for you
For us to cross the bridge
I may not be the best, but I'll die trying to be one
Just for you my love, you and I
The pasture might not be greener for us yet
But we shall wait on the rains
And whichever sword that will be thrown to us
We will calmly crawl into our shells
Even though HE too is against us
We shall live to his absence
Just you and I
I know ave made mistakes, still making them
But you,
You are my best mistake
Given a chance to rectify them all
I'll still fall for your mistake
So that you'll never depart my side
Cos its in you, where my heart dwells
©phydilia
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