I'm an emotional kamikaze,
But the truth is you're my soft spot, nothing breaks my walls like your need of me,you climb me up, you bring me down, you sooth me, you stitch me up and then you push me from the top.
The thing is, I don't even know that I am left unarmed in open field, until you leave me there standing alone, suddenly exposed, naked and harmed. Numbness feeding my soul from the things that are left untold..
It's like you create this mirage around us and then you take it all at once, like in a wierd dream, only then I think I've seen..
I am weak, broken and tired. Left with no desire or ammunition on a mined field breaking down of what I feel.
I am an emotional kamikaze
©phantom
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