Keeping the realist to yourself,
Cauae its the only way to stay strong,
Cause everything you try to communicate,
Is seen as me just feeling emotions wrong,
Being told to just stop everything I'm doing,
Cause its to much for you to want to deal,
Regardless of hpw important it is to me,
Or how much my thoughts try to kill,
Here in my mind all by myself I know,
I'm sorry I'm to much to try and understand,
Just stairing at my hour glass as it empties,
My words are sadly running out of sand,
My reality cant be changes that ive seen,
So I'll keep whats real to me deep down inside,
Knowning this world will someday find peace,
Knowing that everything that mattered to me,
Will eventually be known as another part of me I have to hide.
©justin_ur
J