what is wrong with you?
why did you let someone that looks like Clockwork Orange!
into your house?
why did you let it go on so long
for you afraid of being alone?
why did you not stop at the first time he called you That..!
why did you not speak up..
I'm so mad at you! and you are me. fear is paralyzing.
it takes your voice...
all that's left is quiet internal rage so mad at you!
I told you never to accept less than you deserve..
if you could only forgive yourself might start feeling better..?
Hopefully one day.
I will not woke up to my own crying..
I did nothing but care for them.
©sarahs
S