As the smoke clears
I fixed my eyes to see your face
But you were hiding somewhere in the dark
As the rain dropped I held on to my coat
Shivering, crying I had to rock the boat
It has been 2 days but I hadn't given up hope
I raced through the storm
Thinking of you was what kept me warm
You fought so many battles for me
Some I can't even recall
If I lost you I'd lose it all
The beauty in you was truly something pure
For my anxiety you were the cure
You used to complain about how you hated your body
Being bullied made you feel unworthy
The names you were called
At times I would stand there watching you weep
The pain was to deep
You managed to face it all
It's been 3 days now
Into a tunnel of hope
I believe your still hanging in there
My legs started shaking but I knew you were still somewhere out there
There was no way I was gonna turn back
I reached for my back pack
And took out a bottle of water
I then felt something unusual near the first pocket of the bag.
It was an envelope
I didn't hesitate to open it
On the front it was written your name " Keremy "
My heart sinked
Every jipsy came in a different thought
I unfolded the letter
KILL ME WITH LOVE
Suicide Note
✍️
" I didn't wanna die a painful death
Life was harder than I expected
I also wanted to be loved and not seen as a joke, being labelled ugly or stupid. I couldn't wait till 21 cause I know that by then things will only get worse. I know you will miss me, but I'll always be in your prayers 🙏 I'm with the angels now".
© Tanmoy
©lostlove00
L