As I look to the future I see nothing there is no waves crashing down nor do I hear the sound of a bird singing all I see are these lonely days in which I sit in wait of it all
Is this the way it is supposed to be am I meant to sit alone in this house so very proud with no doubts only all of my pains in which no one see I keep it hidden like a disguise or something just so they want have the privilege not feeding on me today
If this is what my future holds
Do I have to ask will I need to sit a prey would it help me any dam ways
This is what I need to say lift a little weight
You think you are having all the fun in the world you think you laugh will last how far from reality are you really you just shut the door on what you feel is home you are just to stupid to even see this read my wall you stupid fool in two years time you will yearn for me
You will have a sudden urge to want to go home only thing is that home will not open the doors for you I. Not the one in which you will find your comfort this is due to the actions of you and all the others I close my heart and I close my past to you
I hope you are happy keep ve with you action take responsibility be a man one more time in your life as you stand right now you are way less than that
I am walking away without you my friend it's time you know that my heart is over the morning part it is sliding down the hill of healing I'm sorry I begged you to stop it now it to late you will have the life you want so bad by the way you can go suck a dick and take your trash as you go fuck you to y'all can kiss my ass as you watch it leave
Angela Oaks
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