I

laugh in pain

To you I have the cutest smile.
I know I have the worst pain in side.
I look healthy.
I feel sick inside.
The Sickness that sucks me .
The sucks that drain me.
But I laugh in pain.
I find pain in most laughter.
I see criticism but no support.
I see loneliness.
But I laugh in pain.
You call me your one but u have another one.
You despise me but you lie to me .
You caused me pain inside .
You tear me right inside .
But I laugh in pain.
©ibtihaj