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laughing hysterically

voices swarm in my head.
rage pulsing icing my veins.
the sounds of madness screaming loud.
silence used to be bliss but there's no solace running the house.
laughing hysterically.
cuz I like the abuse.
I like the way you slap me and yell.
yet darkness was always my muse.
seductively seducing me.
making me hate everything about you.
I get excited by the taste of my own blood.
crazy eyes as my sanity I began to lose.
tilting my head to the side smiling sadistically as a fuse is about to blow.
a puddle of your own blood I grew to know.
yet I yearn for someone to tame my crazy.
the Harley Quinn to my joker.
my hell to my heaven.
the shatter of bones the rivers of blood.
the rings in my ears pulsing loud to my brain.
as I lost it.
splitting hairs into.
tearing at the seams.
gritting of teeth.
as adrenaline implode.
the taste of bloodlust.
blood shot eyes.
as I lose the humanity I have left.
insanity becomes a blessing rather than a gift.
yet I plunge my fangs.
draining the life you have left.
standing over your mangle body.
my lips drenched with the taste of blood and perfume.
with a flick of my tongue.
I hiss at the moon and at my new profound undead bliss.
yet the moon and it's alluring gleam.
yet I was still hungry as I sealed your doom.
©darkdeity