laughter and cheering is all I can do
to forget the things that my past has brought me
no one can see the pieces inside
only when I make jokes of the broken side
I laugh and I cry in a dark room
all alone with echos as friends
the only thing I can do now is to smile the pain away
but yet again
no one is there to care
seeing such happy people around make me feel small and useless
I have no talents, nothing worthy
I keep myself far from the sadness inside with only a few things
but I come back to the place I am every day and night
alone
I sit and stare
but the tears now have stopped
I can't cry anymore
so I laugh
they think I'm alright
but they don't know
what deep inside
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