I lay in bed thinking of u and the happy times we once had we laughed we joked we brought 2 beautiful children in this and i accepted ur first daughter as my always love them all same u brought warmth to my heart and joy n love to my world i know i could never show enough and looking back i know i always should have told u more just how beautiful i truly think u are and how much i love u and how i could never repay or show how much u mean to ill never understand how u use to love a fuck up like me to this day ill never get it im filled with regrets and hate losing u was my greatest mistakes because i never shared those worrieds enough and me being a fuck up with my brain fucked up never doing the right things for i drove u it me to blame for what u have done but the day u told me u wish i would and do my self that would u happy i know in my heart these words uve said to where true the last ray of hope pr feeling died in me in that moment now all i do is hear and i think ur right so in these last moments i hope this shows u what u mean to me but i wont be here to show it so i say my good bye tell the kids i love them and to u im sorry i took that love u once had and blow some now its time to rest close eyes and remember those happy days shared and the smile u gave me when u said u love ill always those times but im geting sleepy i think the pills are starting there i hope and pray u find akne to bring back that smile u gave to me i love ill miss u goodbye
My life "The Mad Crazy Dark Poet"
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