You claim to be my best friend.
You claim you care about me.
And yet,
I always text first.
I always feel shoved away when I need support.
I always feel like a burden because of how you act.
I always feel not good enough.
Not normal enough.
Not happy enough.
Not
Enough.
How do I know what is really happening.
How do I know if I can trust you.
How.
I never wanted to loose you but now...
It almost seems easier...
Better...
Smarter...
To leave you to yourself.
©chels
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