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leaving me

what do you do when your best friend leaves you.
it leaves you feeling sad and blue.
when the person who you have known for years is now gone
now that she left me, I feel like a pawn.
what do you do when it all just becomes too much
the anger
the pain
the guilt
the sorrow
the tears
the broken promises
the heartache
the goodbyes

there's a part of me that wishes I wasn't even alive anymore.
just take my heart right out of my body and throw it right out the door
it's worse them before
loving you was hardcore
no.....
loving you was a mistake, one I regret to this day. so go on and play
because I'm done feeling sorry and I'm done feeling guilty. broken and crushed, you left me in disarray. I'm sorry I gave you my heart, when all you did was destroy it. too you now I say "goodbye and good riddance"
©brokensoul