In the crowd of the road,
somewhere deep inside the heart,
somewhere just smiling through my way,
I found myself to be lost.
With the crazy brain filled with thoughts,
many questions surrounded as sword,
heart is bleeding as deep cut it had,
actually just somewhere I lost.
People beside where chit-chatting a lot,
standing with them I was not part of that,
don't know how a change take place,
but finally I saw myself to be lost.
Somewhere deep inside a thought,
actually where was I lost,
for finding the answer you can't imagine,
I found myself to be lost.
Finally I got the answer to it,
I was frustrated of being same anyway,
because of people I may saw,
that myself was left alone in my way.
I was struggling to fight being strong,
but then I was suffered for very very wrong, lost for some days deep in my thoughts,
I saw how deep was the scar.
May the physical pain was small,
then the uncurable small cut inside a heart
I was happy to think it small,
but then when I lost, I saw how bad it was.
It took a long time to find,
that the tears rolled was not the wrong,
not before crying thousands of time,
I found I was better alone,
everytime I scold myself,
I punish to be wrong,
but then it's me I realized at last...
©dreampoet
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