Beaten, battered, abused
Screaming until my voice is a mere whisper.
Locked in a prison of my own making
I have the keys in my hand but yet I want to stay here.
Memories paint the walls
All the smiles we shared.
I reach out to touch you
Only to be reminded that you are not really there.
I could get up and walk out
But, that would be leaving you behind.
I hate this
You decided everything by yourself.
I want to make that decision too
Even if it means you will be wiped from my mind.
You didn't care
Why should I?
I am not like how you were
I can't pretend everything's fine.
You broke me
My world has gone dark.
I want you back
I should have said it from the start.
Was it quick?
Was it painless?
Did you regret it when reality sunk in?
No, you probably didn't
You would still be here if that was the case.
You fucked up this time
You left me with nothing but your grave.
Days tick by
The world still moves.
But, my time stands still
My mind is full of you.
Locked in a prison of my own making
Only hoping to see you soon.
©manga_hoe
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