When the pain of yesterday never goes away, your fighting the demons everyday.
Children are meant to play, not grow up in fear day to day.
Screaming inside my head, feeling some days I'd be better off dead.
I've learned to hide the pain inside, I bury it deep to forget the evil you left behind.
I'm living a fake life, wearing a fake smile, to cover up all the emotions I deal with knowing you are alive.
One day I'll find peace, one day I'll be free, till that day, I'll bury the demons and thoughts you left inside me.
I will never feel love, you took that from me, I can't trust, you fucking destroyed me!
These are the things you left behind, a disfunctional grown up living a lie.
©rainfrogs
R