I should have left
while you still did
this endless pain
the anger inside me
after you left
still tries to define me
most days I can't stand
to know where we both went
my mood confines me
crying turns to anger
or out loud shouts
or a depressive nature
trying to hide inside me
you left
been gone
over two years
I never did leave you
only wanted to see you
while you were here
to be once again with me
you could of. after all
all the while
wantEd you near or here
all the while
you tied me down
with words of maybe
somehow I allowed
this endless turn out
to continue all this time
left with all what's inside me
©kellidowd
K