You thought you were blessed but you were told your so much less
Yout thought change the way you can dress and never confessed
You thought money kills stress but it made it worse who could have guest
You thought you had love to give that you never received so your loved ones feel deceived
You thought after all the pain you would get pleasure like you were digging for Lost Treasure
You thought getting beat with leather makes you better
You thought ignoring the pain never would leave a sad person severed
You thought it was the norm for the others to wish you were never born
You thought you weren't torn emotional scars were invisible you have
You knew you had a fake grin and and emotionally thin and would never win
You knew you had a ticket to hell to pay for your sins
You knew you're not alright instead of loving you would fight
You knew your actions pushed away all those things you wanted to stay
You know the way you were taught was wrong but still you fought
You know your not proud when everyone ran away from the black cloud
You know they seen cry and wanted to stay insecurity push her away
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