If I could just breath for a moment
Hushed steps from within
If I could just carry all my secrets
Ones I keep hidden in my skin
Count the stars in a row
Count till my eyes soon will fall
If I could just scream one last time
Let out what this meaning is saying
If I could just tell you
Sip the smoke in a stick
Poke my heart with it
If I could just take those eyes from the screen
Let them look at me
But I don't want it
The swirling sticky entity
If I could throw you away
Drink my toxic fumes
Bleed my laugh from within
If I could...
If I could just...
Only if
But if is far from me
He took me to bits
Destroyed something good
But the ifs are what keep my breathing
Shaking my skin with a certain meaning
Broken
Yet not impossible
©nanadrift
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