I don't want to be alive
Not anymore
I don't have the power to push further
I've had enough
I'm giving up on everything and everyone
Including you my love
Hey stop!
Don't come close
Not another step
Because if you do I'll jump
I'm tired please let me go
Before I take this step
Listen to my last wishes
I want a blue casket
It's my favorite colour
No flowers please
For my life was never beautiful
No one should wear black
None of you should pretend to mourn
I know y'all gonna cry and show some fake love
Well I don't need it
I said stop!
Baby don't come any closer
I'll jump I swear
Let me end my pain
Why are you stopping me
And all I brought to you was just pain
Ain't you happy I'm finally leaving?
Sam please stay away from me
I love you yes
So stop questioning my love for you
I'm just tired of fighting
My monsters are pushing me
The voices in my head are getting louder
I'm going insane
I love you so much hubby
But allow me to let go
Noooo babe please
Let me go
Stop holding me
I want to jump
I want the pain to stop
I want to silence the voices inside of me
Just let me go Sammie
Stop telling me there's light
At the end of the tunnel
Because the only light I see
Is of a speeding blue Subaru
At 10pm in the middle of the highway
Coming towards my direction
Sending me straight
To my grave
I lost the will to live
I can't do this
Not anymore
I'm holding on a thread
Please.... So
Tonight let me end this
Right now I want to
DIE.
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain.
©mara_pain
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