this is not suppose
to be a fantasy
let me be real
this is really
what I'm facing
with tons of
uncertainty
plaguing
my control
don't think of me
as special
because I'm not
andI don't even know
what's up and I'd like you to think me
as a night in armor
but I can't even pay
my car payment
so I just wanted to
to know
is all just my show
but without way to
pay my bills
I'm just a number
waiting to be called
for the dues
and I'm so sorry
to have to close
your thoughts
on me
but the waters
getting to hot
to manage things
©mrnothing
M