This feeling of love I don't love bringing
more pain than happiness looking to the sky
hoping God will finally bless or stop with all
the test tired of giving everyone my best
feeling like agony torchering me never
takes time for any rest no happiness just
feelings of sadness and being depressed
smoking cancer sticks by the pack cause
love has me stressed
How much more pain do I have to take to
finally feeling happy. How much more rain
do I have to walk in this storm in my brain,
tired of numbing it with addiction through
my vein standing in my house of pain you'll
see me looking out my window pane, love
isn't supposed to drive me insane, pillow
crying nights and sadness is most of what
my chapters of love contain the moments of
happiness I relive every night is getting
harder to maintain I'm ready to cut me open
and let the red river drain
©droneking
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