The tear's fade
into my pillow
each and every night,
My thoughts are dark
can someone please
hit the lights,
300 yards away
you're still in my sights,
Now I just gotta know
what's worth the fight,
A venomous rainbow
with an empty pot of gold,
Aimlessly wandering
it's just another lost soul,
Once upon a time
love made my cup over flow,
In my dreams seems to be
the only place that you
I can hold,
Tears dripping down
my face
have been engraved,
Upon my soul
glimmers nothing
but hate and rage,
Ticking like a time bomb
is the animal trapped in a cage,
Tomorrow is coming
is it time to turn the page?
I''ve been told by many
that I cannot be saved,
Just to think that freedom
was only a breath away,
Venom pulsates
but it is only rage
that remains,
Like poison
the beauty of a rose
just wilts away,
Each waking moment
it is my pain
I blatantly embrace,
I''ve been lost for so long
in life's twisting maze,
I cannot believe
that steel and stone
is my undying fate,
In the silence of the day
all alone I pray,
I put my all
when it comes to
manipulating
the words upon this page,
In my dreams
you promised
I was your saving grace,
The sky is falling
is today the day?
To my screaming voices
I give all my praise,
I see clearly
even though
I constantly live in a haze,
It all comes to an end
when the the pages go blank,
With my last breath
I struggle
with who I should thank,
my eyes are opened
I can no longer even blink,
I remain in thought
because all I can do is think,
love exists
but it continually shrinks,
my subliminal messages
make most sit back
and just think,
one mask of love
and two of hate,
that makes three
that this lonely soul
will openly embrace,
when I look in the mirror
I can only see the pain
dripping down my face,
I cant see you
when I''m surrounded
by nothing but disgrace,
it's a rat race
and nobody can truly finish
what it is that they chase,
I''m the chosen one
that has shot down the sun,
stuck in a place
where it's a necessity
to just continue to run,
Sometimes words cut deep
but they have to be blunt,
They are fully loaded
so run bitch run...
©jgrayzer
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