I left off my story of a cheating wife and a guy showing up at my front door claiming to be one of my close friends growing up. and catching those to in the act resulting in me stealing her precious little nissan truck right in front of her and ending up sitting on the other end of my street planning my own suicide by wrecking the nissan head on right in front of my house , her, and chris. ...so I backed up slowly to the very end of the road against the curb , finished off the bottle of vodka I had and asked God to please understand and forgive me for what I'm about to do.. I reved the engine a few times all the way to the limit , put it into first gear and let the clutch out enough to spin the wheels a little and accelerated to redline speed shifted into second and redlined the engine again ( tached it out to max rpm ) grabbed third and was up to 42 mph and still had about 8 car lenghs left till the pavement turned to dirt , I held the gas pedal on the floor never letting up through the gears , grabbed fourth gear at 58 mph wound it all the way out floored , left the pavement going 68 mph no time for fifth gear 20 feet left 10 feet..and bang ! directly into the back of the huge steel container , when everything stopped I found myself on the passenger side floor . not one bruise scrape cut not a dam thing . but the truck on the other hand was totalled. I hit hard really hard I know I did because I could see the radiator dumping coolant and hissing steam right outside the windshield that somehow just like me didn't get a scratch or crack ..nothing. when the tires left the pavement onto the dirt strip I had no seatbelt on and I let go of the steering wheel with the gas pedal floored and the engine under extreme power ...enough power it would have probably launched off the top of the hill behind the dumpster if it wasn't right here blocking the old trail and the view from my bedroom and kitchen of tv mountain that is beyond the hill and forest land ..miles and miles ......then of course here comes the people from different houses around the area running up to me and the nissan as oil and antifreeze spewed out with lots of steam , some flashing orange light bulb clicking on and off at a high speed one head light on still pointed at the sky lighting up the steam as is goes way up and away. ...this is really fucked up I was thinking and now I've really done it . anytime now I should be seeing the local police and fire trucks probably an ambulance and it will be a ride to the hospital in ambulance then a check up to insure no broken bones or anything possibly pending that may kill me later on tonight like a head injury ....I guess losing your lover
doesn't count for possible fatal injury . I could here one of my actual friends yelling what the hell happened ? how did .........isn't that Russ and joys truck ? are they ok ? I was still on the floor and look at this a bottle of whiskey that joy hid or lost in her truck probably for her and chris to drink together . must have been stuck under the seat . oh and what is this ? I found a paper folded up along with the bottle of whiskey and it said : FOR ♥️CHRIS♥️ and it read: hey you just couldn't stop thinking about you ! the hot shower we took together yesterday and the crazy stuff you and I do. I was really down and out when " he" came home and did you hear how he thought he could make it all better by stopping you from coming around what nerve of that idiot . don't you worry soon I will find some way to make him go away for good .God I hate him . he means well but jeez get a fucking clue and leave me alone , i don't know what I was thinking all these years . in a perfect world my two kids would call you dad and we would be married......and right then the letter was ripped out of my hand and there was joy . she hands chris the love letter and whispers something to him and he walks off twords the house ..my house ! ! I paused then drank about half that pint of whiskey in a swollow as joy starts freaking crying in front of the crowd that gathered to see what happened ..I guess the impact was way loud like people had thought the local freight train derailed. so joy takes advantage of the situation and starts crying saying everything she has I destroy and I'm a drunk and abusive and my own kids are scared to death of me and she wants a divorce and I'm high and losing it there ain't nothing going on between her and chris he just comes over to help with stuff like firewood and changing the tire on her truck that I neglected and it blew out almost killed her and my kids , all's I do is drink and break everything and she wants a divorce . then fucking Chris comes out of the front door and as he starts saying ..I'm sorry Russ I was trying to help man u told you that domestic violence is all bad but you didn't listen and went to far . I was about to take joy to the hospital because you really hurt her it may not show but that's what guys like you do . if there wasn't a lady present right now ide show you what a real man does to woman and child abusing low life's like you . now walk away don't make me tell you twice I already called the sheriff and your in trouble but its for your own good I care about you man I'm trying to help ....he puts his hand in my shoulder and the other one out like he wants me to shake his hand and agree and leave and everyone lives happily ever after ....nope not today not now not ever ...and I grabbed his extended hand fast as lightning and pulled him into me hard and swung with my other arm with a solid fist and . him hard in the mouth , so hard I knocked him out . I couldn't even believe I did that ! I looked at joy like I was the hero and she would now be all about me and I'm the man! naw hell no try the opposite of that ...and she's suddenly on a phone to the cops running from me playing it out good. . to his aid she goes and then a couple guys talked me into leaving the scene and fast . my brother drives up and says Russ c'mon man get in you gotta get out of here or your going to jail all bad you crazy fuck get in here. I did just that and the guys that just talked to me to leave ran up to the car and told me they had my back them and the rest of the neighborhood because they seen the shady daytime love affair she was having and no worries they will deal with the cops ..." we got this buddy now get going"..and that was that . this is begining of one hell of a bad deal and next time it's the story of chris and his hidden legal issues come to find out he ain't so perfect himself ....wanted for strong armed robbery in another county and the local police are on to him but don't know where to look ..I was raised right I don't snitch and this is the true test of all situations I've ever been in . I could have him gone in a split second ... what would you do ? ok more next time ....right ....
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