I'm writing a letter to heaven hoping my momma will get it
I'm sorry I left I didnt realize I left a hurting mother who just lost her oldest son
Praying before you eat please let me find my youngest son
Instead of one you lost the both of us,caught up in my own demons
Ignored you until the one day it came the phone call I thought I was dreaming
I took all the visits and the hug you made me give for granted
The love you always showed to a momma's boy was outta this planet
I'm letting this regret I kept bottled up finally go,you know I loved you dearly
Took alot of mind altering drugs cus i couldnt stand reality
Put this pain and anger down because carrying it I dont enjoy
Praying they get letters in heaven,cus I sent a apology signed momma's boy
©droneking
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