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Letters I never sent (2)

Dear Ex,
I should start this by asking "how are you?".But, there's no use asking, of course you're good. Last time I checked, I was stuck in the past while you moved along in your daily life and I wasn't part of it. Tsk How could I be? When I was already replaced right before you walked away.
This letter isn't about whom hurt who or your ego and quest to make things perfect nor about how I was too messed up to be fixed. Nope, those are things I wish to not elaborate on.
I'm actually writing to let you know that you can't take any credits from the things that's happened in my life since you left. Don't feel like you made them happen, you don't deserve to toast to my happiness and excellence because you couldn't stand with me when I was on the ground, sad with no meaning to life.
Don't think I'll ever write to thank you for lessons learned, because the only thing I got from you was hurt to the misery I was already feeling right before you walked away.
If we ever bump into each other, no need to order a drink or talk over coffee, not because I hate you but because I've moved on from you. You are my past and I can't sit and discuss with the past, in the present, about the future. We won't be toasting to anything but just a nice goodbye will do.....making it the closure amongst all closures.

©humble