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Letters to God (Pt 1)

Dear, God
Alright, where do I start
Wrote a dozen prayers but I ripped them apart
Honestly don’t know how to get Your attention
These rhymes and bars
Better this than nothing
Right?
Dear, God
I got so many questions I could ask
Like, why don’t this shit ever last
Like the pain from my past
You swore You’d get me out and I’m thankful for that
But now I’m out here wondering where the hell I’m at
Dear, God
I’m lost
Showed You my dreams and You showed me the pain
At what cost
Tell me why I suffered when I had nothing to gain
My mum she told me my whole life is a lesson
If that’s true, then when does it turn into a blessing
Dear, God
I’m not mad at You, I can never do that
But when You said “It is finished”, I thought it a fact
I can go on bleeding, hurting and crying at this rate
A blind trust and not knowing the way
I guess that’s what they call faith
Dear, God
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