nobody knows how I truly feel
my zeal is too broken to heal
I don't know how it begins
but I always know how it's gunna end
too scared to let anybody in
cuz one by one they all say goodbye
then i go to my room and I yell and I cry
I put on my mask of a clown
hide who I really am
put up my walls like a dam
holding all my tears and the ache
just waiting for the dam to break
waiting for someone to push me over the edge
as I stand on the ledge
time to see if I can fly
take one last look at the sky
done waiting for a reply
nobody on standbye
with no net to catch me
I fall down and finally feel free
because the pain and hurt you caused me
was my only guarantee.
©sadpoet
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