It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses, because there's a feelings of wrong and it makes feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when let it out and it doesn't come back. left so alone that can't explain. Damn, there's nothing like that, is there? I've been there and you too.
Though, there's not as hard as leaving the one
That has been one's source of joy
How profound would the thinking be?
©saint
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