Peace mom, my apologies for being distant from you, stepdad. & stepbro.
I just want to be clear,
It was never my intention to use your address, or move back in with you & luis during 2019. I followed Daniel's advice & he warned me of how difficult it would be living with the two of you & your extreme complexities, plus because of how I struggled at that time.
I made the three of you aware of what I been through with transparency & detail, & without a vindictive heart.
It was never my intention, to be homeless or commit suicide (it's sarcasm, which we all use on a daily basis), or to be kicked out of your house or to be rescued by you, as I've fought to survive the last year & a half from being homeless & jobless.
You accused me of stealing the phone, you vocally gifted me to keep.
The three of you don't want to give me the benefit of the doubt, in regards to me being molested, introduced to porn, spyware-use & other deceptive, behind-the-scenes practices by you three, & others who've I cried & complained to about your behaviors & how it affected me.
All the evidence that prove everything I'm saying, to be true, are all in deleted texts, which I did not delete, under no circumstance.
Even when I reach a moment in my mind, where I genuinely want to hang out with you guys, I wind up suffering in silence. I can't invite myself over to eat, unless I want to receive a surprise meal that includes pork, when you know I detest it.
So, in order to salvage my mental & emotional health..
In order to avoid being "gaslighted", "love-bombed", "triangulated", have cops or thugs from the block spying on me, being talked negatively behind my back, etc..
I've chosen to stay the away.
Have you opened the letters? Is it the IRS threatening me? Do I have a warrant out for my arrest? I'm asking because, usually most of my mail is open when I receive it, including my paychecks that were sent to your house last year.
I'm trying to change my address, but it's a slow process, with all that has been going on with me. I am truly sorry 💯, that I haven't been able to fix my address fast enough for you & Luis. I know it is a major inconvenience to you & luis, irritating the both of you. I'm working on it, so I will have less reason to cross paths with people who secretly hate me. Hopefully none of you will feel compelled to further sabotage my life.
My Best Regards To All Of You,
Raul Cortes Jr.
1-26-2021
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