"I just wanted to let you know
As long as am alive
I will never let you walk alone
She whispered in my ear
These were words to touch my heart
The words that my brain remember inch by inch
For that second I was wondering
I thought I was dreaming
But I knew from that day that I was special
I was holding on to my insecurities
I was holding on to my past
I was holding on to my emptness
I was holding on to me being me
I was a time ticking bomb
I was getting confused
My mind visited all the worst places and experiences
I saw the scars on my heart
That made me remember am alive
I have made it this far
Then I cried
I knew it was time to let it all go
She hold me
She gave a goodnight kiss on forehead
I took a deep breath
Felt at peace
I closed my eyes
I don't know what happened
Remembered my alarm ringing
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